i want to be loved....

I want to be loved....I'm lonely...

Another year is gone for me

Yesterday was my birthday, hehe

I just enjoy my day with my boss and colleagues,

during work hour and i enjoy my night time with one of my friend.

Had a great dinner, and a nice walk too in the mall.

thank you so much for celebrate it with me this year, i enjoy it 

:)

Things that you cant get it

Things that you cant get it, is even more interesting.

Don't you think so? 

It give you the urge for wanting to do something,

but you cant, and you got to hold it back.

It makes us even adore and appreciate it, because we cant afford to lose it. 

=)

Guess what,

I been watching Vampire Diaries tv series,

at first i watch it to kill my boring time,

and i know that there is the handsome vampire.

XD haha~

 

I glad that i did watch it, and now i will never stop

watching until the end...

At the beginning, i though is just some triangle love story,

but then it just gets more and more interesting.

The story line is so good, it give you the urge to keep continue it.

This is so good i tell you, im so obsess with it.

XD 

 

 

Hmm i want more

Hmm i want more...
I want to do some small business again, my umei is not moving at all.
But i cant just leave my stock there, i need to sell it out.

Lets see, planning for another new business
=)

I hate this feelings

i hate the feelings of lonely.

i don like being left alone, this is the worst.

without knowing anything, i feel so suffer. 

I miss my gackt san he is still the best, he will sing for 

me when im sad, lonely, and happy...

Rooftop prince korean drama

Rooftop Prince korean drama

This drama is really intense...oh wow...

i cant stop chasing this drama, everyday i laugh like crazy, cry like 

a baby....wow... this drama is the best! 

My future...

My future...

Hmmm i still not sure what to do with my future yet, i know that the only thing that i love in my life is

art, and i still thinking what can i do with it in the future. There is 1 thing for sure that i will not be a graphic designer for a long time, to be honest sometimes i feel im kinda facing the computer the whole day just to draw,

of course drawing it digitally is really really beautiful... but i cant take the electric pressure or something i don even know what is it call, i just feel so tired, eyes hurt and dizzy. I still prefer traditional drawing way, the feelings of holding the brush and pencil, and the feelings of scare of mistake, there is no turning back when u did a mistake, hehe. 

Hmm maybe i will know what to do when the time is come.

=)