You're Beautiful Korean Drama

You're Beautiful Korean Drama

Still
by Lee Hongki of FT Island [English Translation]

It wasn't supposed to be love
It was never supposed to be
I fooled myself many times before but my heart keeps on calling you
Before I tried to run away
I tried to push a step away
But even then you were growing bigger inside me

I must love you this much
I must wait for you this much
No matter how much it hurts, my heart can't leave you
There must be one love
My heart won't change
The love I protected for you, now I can tell you everything

Your warm eye expression
Your warm love
You are growing bigger inside me

You must have loved me
You must have waited for me
No matter how much it hurts, my heart can't leave me
There must be one love
My heart won't change
The love I protected for you, now I can tell you everything
I love you

Sometimes love, or tears will cause problems for us
I love you, I love you I just need you next to me

I must still love you
I must be waiting for you
I could fool my mind, but not my heart
There must be one love
My heart won't change
The love I protected for you, now I can tell you everything
I love you


Read more: http://abiglee.blogspot.com/2009/10/lyricsenglish-trans-still-by-hongki.html#ixzz18NZkJodp

Cool type of girls?

( Woo ~ i like her looks ~! )

Sometimes i really wanna try be cool type of girl ,

Cool plus Feminine ,

Some girls love to have Short hair ,

abit boyish ,

put some wax ,

and with some cat eye make up ,

Tadaa~~

They look so cool ~

I miss my Red brown hair ,

maybe i should get bak to my old hair color~

I like to have dark eyes , ( clean type , no black eye shadow smudging )

i like dark maroon , brown eye shadow and more

light red lip gloss ,

as for my hair ,

i love to try many style ,

but i cant , because i have chubby face ,

>.<

Question :

How do i lose my fats on my face ??

as for fashion ,

i like Leather jacket ,

Unique jacket ,

Dress ,

Black socks ,

and a pair

of Nice heels ~

Wonderful song that bring me to there...

Wonderful song that bring me to there...

Now im hearing

The chronicles of narnia soundtrack

I love the movie ,
its so epic ,
fantasy ,
and cool ,

how i wish now i could stand at somewhere that is only
the scenery ....
feel the wind that blow to my face...
closing my eyes
and feel the sound of wind ...

Narnia music ...
really bring me to narnia world ...
how i wish i have magic ...

My dream My Goal

My Dream and My Goal for year 2011

Soon its gonna end of 2010 !!
I not sure should i be happy or not
>.<
But i do hope for a better life ,
another full of excitement year ,
gonna try out more new things ,
and im also walking towards to my dream
promise myself i will work hard for my dream .
( My dream is a secret keke ~ )

And about my work ,
i will work hard for it too ,
and i guess nothing in this world is fair and square ,
or perfect ,
if i love my job then i don mind doing it ,
^_^
so lets just see about it .

My favorite event !!!!

My favorite event !!!!

Christmas !!!!!

State of Arts Kuala lumpur ( processing )

State of Arts Kuala Lumpur
17/11/2010

Is held in Subang one of the church
City Harvest

Yesterday around 12:30pm i reach
Center point to meet up with my classmate
and have Lunch ,
we eat KFC !! LOL , super long time i din eat KFC ,
is like around 1 year ~ XD
then go down to subang .

When we reach there ,
wow ,
quite alot of people ~
so we got to register ourself first ,
then we got goodies bags too ~
and we took some photo too ,
and around 2pm ,
the event started with few talks
about Arts , Music and life .

Its actually pretty interesting ,
because i seldom listen to talks ,
as i feel they are bored ~
but this ,
really hit me hard !!
Interesting talks !!!
besides they are funny those speaker
there are good at entertaining us ,
or perhaps we are easily entertain ~
haha~

Ok so who we got

Live talk sessions by industry leaders:

- Audi Mok
- Daphne Iking - She is so funny ~~ full of sense of humor!!
- Harith Iskander - This guy rocks !!!!
- Niki Cheong
- Paul Moss

and the talks end around 5pm ,
then all of us went to Sunway Pyramid
to have our Dinner ,
then we just chit chat till 7pm ,
we go back to the event ,
for the Performance ,
i can say that ,
its SUPER COOL !!!!

Got ,

Dance ,
Beatbox ,
Singing ,
Poem ,
Yoyo ,
Magic ,
Chinese Yoyo .

How can i not love you ~

Beautiful countries ~ ( Processing )

Greenland

Alaska - Aurora

Alaska

Hair up

Long time din tie my hair ( for outing ),
( coz i feel my face looks fat ) >.< ,
so last night i tie up my hair for the event ,
^_^

What is it mean ?

What is it mean ?
about this feelings ...
this action...
i not sure about it too...
hope that i can know my answer soon...

Today is the first time ~

Today is the first time ~
i bought something for myself ,
that is quite expensive to "ME"
but oh well ,
is just once in the blue moon ,
hehe ~
anyway is a Handbag ,
at first i planning not to buy ,
just see no buy~
then i told him about the bag ,
then in the end we go back to Packson to see the bag again ,
and he encourage me to buy ~
XD
he think the bag is beautiful too ,
and it suits me ,
so in the end i just get it ~
haha


and to be honest i am glad that you are with me ,
for everything .
^.^

Yeah ~~~ its mine ~ its mine ~

Yeah ~
I just bought a Camera ~
Finally is mine ~

And
I am really happy too ~!
really appreciate it ~
hope to see u again~

hmmm I don know what to do...

Its been quite some time to have a feeling of being loved and care ...

i wish i wish i can be more confident again...

coz now everything is different to me...

Stomach upset and Nightmare...

27/10/10

Today i work quite long hours ,
and i was busy until i forgot to eat my dinner ,
( one of the reason is i trying to keep fit )
then my stomach starting to upset
becoz i drank a cup of Latte when i was empty stomach ,
then around 8pm plus i starting to feel ,
i wanna vomit ~~!!!
I hate to vomit !!!~
luckily one of my friend offer me a ride home ,
and i am so so lucky that i didn't took the train home ~
if not i sure vomit inside ~

In the end he took me to eat ,
well after eat , i feel much better ,
but my stomach upset already ,
after reach home not long ,
i just sleep ....

Here comes another story...
I saw myself suppose to meet with my friend ,
and then after my friend have reach ,
i realize my eye sight gone blur and become black ...
During that moment ,
i say myself dreaming ??
seeing all my happy moment that i had recently...
and then after 2 hour , i woke up ...
i saw myself in the hospital...
then i only realize i faint after meeting my friends ...
and they told me some of my friends bring me to here ..
but it seems like i don remember anything ...
my mind just white page...
then i saw him...
walking in with his bag pack...
wearing a white/grey shirt...
and a black sleek pants...
and come to me...
when i saw him ..
i stretch my hand out and...
call out his name...
then he just hold my hand ...
and smile at me...
just like how i remember how he smile me...
and i started to cry...
( in real life is the same thing ...i am crying )
( That why my dreams is very interesting ...coz it is real ~! All my feelings ~! )
and i ask him what had just happen to me??
and i just told him i don remember anything ...
he just smile at me and say
" Is ok , you don have to remember anything "
then i woke up...
rubbing off my tears...
i know that i cry is becoz i am scare..
becoz i cant remember anything...
do you know why i so sure that i faint for 2 hours ?
becoz when i woke up is only 2am in the morning ...
i sleep at nearly 12pm ...

28/10/10

Today my stomach still don feel so well yet...
>.<

KBU Gala Prom night 2010

My group ~

Gonna miss you all ~

Handsome ~

Handsome ~

Handsome ~

Handsome ~

Handsome ~
( Left side my old old friend )

Yellow roses ~

Handsome and friendly guy~

XD ~

F4
The guys that i sitting with ~

Beautiful girl ~

Crazy and friendly fellow ~

Nice Light right ?

(New friend that i just met ) Friendly guy

Handsome ?

( Nice smile and background )

( My other friends )

(Yellow rose ~ first time get it le , last time i get purple rose , thanks to one
of the friend ~ " The rose really smells good " )

( After my 21st Birthday then now Prom Night ! My second Big present ~! )

KBU Gala Prom night 2010
22th Oct 2010

Last night is a wonderful day ,
full of memories ,
I sit my friend car to One World hotel ,
and we reach there around 7:30pm ,
when we first enter the ball room ,
i was like " wow "
all the girls dress is so glam !!
Pretty make up ,
Beautiful hair ,
and dress ~~
Mine are pretty simple ~
hehe ~
And i meet my other friends ~
and my friends that we going to sit at the same table ,
so the first thing to do is to register at the registration table ,
and then i went in to the ball room with my friends ,
and take our sits ,
actually at my tables i only know 3 person ( in real life ),
inside the 3 person , 1 of them only chat at online ,
din talk before in real person .
But i glad i able to make new friends ,
and i think i can blend well in that group ~
XD
Plus the food at the Hotel is really good ~
my friend have the photo of foods and
the ball room , i will get it and upload it here ~
At that night ,
somore got MISS KBU Finalist ~
so many pretty and talented girls ~
So after 10:30pm ,
the dinner section is over ,
and here comes the party time ,
few of them heard that , there is beer for free ,
all of them rush to get it ~~~
lol
XD ~
I din drink , coz i cant drink
hehe ~ ^_^
Then there is a live band ,
and they sing few slow dance ,
that make couples , singles to have a chance to get more closer ~~
hehe~~

( I din dance becoz no people ask me ~~ haha ~ XD )
and songs that make you go high ~
but i din really dance ~ hahaha ~
i guess i am shy ,
but my friends were having so much fun
^_^
they sweat like mad ~ while still putting on their coat ~
After the party end ,
one of my friend offer me a ride home ,
" PS : he already drank 4 class of beer "
O.o
So after farewell with my other friends ,
we walk to the parking lot ,
he park at the shopping complex parking lot ,
and at that time 12:30 am plus ,
is all close ,
then we took the lift to LG floor i think ,
is all dark !!!!!!!!!
DARK !!!!!
When the lift door open ,
i not dare to walk out ...
but my friend ask me to walk out ,
once i walk out ,
the lift door close !!!!!
and i cant see !!!
" My biggest fear is Darkness "
when i'm in the darkness ,
my body will shack ...
my heart jumping very fast...
and last ...
my brain is black out...
i won faint , just cant think anything else ...
seriously ..
i try before i can cry when i am at the place that i don know ,
that i am not familiar with it ...
if is at home still ok ,
hehe ~
But is ok ...

And i am worry about him ,
because he told me , he can fetch me home ,
but he don know how to go home ~!!!
and his condition whether is he really not drunk ,
>.<

Seriously ,

he just cant drive slower ~~!!

Is ok ~

in the end i still reach home safely ...

Anyway ,

i really really happy with the Prom Night ,

and most important thing is ,

i am happy coz of you guys always make me happy ,

^_^

I really appreciate your caring for me ,

hope to hang out with u guys again ~

Thank you~~

My 21st Birthday is my biggest present

My 21st Birthday is my biggest present ,
that i ever have .
Finally i got a chance ,
and is the chance that god give it to me ,
that is second day after my birthday ,
0ct 16 is my birthday ,
Oct 17th 2010 ,
is JYJ Showcase From Korean Famous Former Band " TVXQ / DBSK " .

Yesterday 16th Oct 2010 ,
Few of my friends celebrate my birthday ,
at Sunway Ginza Mall ,
i am surprise that they actually remember about me ,
hehe ~
because its rare for me to have this kinda chance
~>.<~

I really appreciate you all ~

Muax muax ~

After that night , i cant sleep at night ...

because next day is my first time in my life ,

going to a Concert !!!!

I am too nervous !!

Too happy !!!

Hahaha ~~

(The video quality is good , but once upload to Blogger the Resolution is so poor ~)

Today Oct 17th 2010 ,
i wake up at 7:30am ,
and went to Stadium Negara at 10am ,
when i reach there ,
and i heard some people reach there at 6am ,
just to reserve the best sits ,
for the Free Standing Zone ,
and at 12pm ,
we starting to queue ,
but then the counter door still close
until 2pm only open ,
during that 2 hours ,
everyone suffer alot ,
today weather is super hot !!!
alot of fans actually faint !!!
i also nearly faint because of the heat ,
and i am hungry !!!
After 1:30pm the sky starting to turn dark ,
and it started to rain very heavy !!!
I am all wet ~~
haha ~~
so excited isn't it ?
Everyone been pushing ,
just to go in ~~
so in the end around 3pm the showcase finally start ,
my heart just going stop ....
because i saw my love one ,
singing , dancing ,
and smile to us ...
OMG !!!
and they promise us that next year ,
June or July ,
they are coming back for a Concert !!!!
WOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOOW
WOWOWOWOWOOW
WOWOWO!!!!

Today Yoochun speak with us in english ~~
really love this type of man ,
haha ~

Why ?

Not because he speak english ok ~

Is because he learn alot of knowledge in his life ,

To me if i am as famous , powerful woman ,

i will learn alot of knowledge ~

so i will feel proud for myself !!!

I feel that Jeajoong and Junsu should follow

more like yoochun ,

More active , even this is not their country ,

they should learn simple English ,

for their own good also .

>.<

Ps : I so gonna get myself a good Digital Camera ~

Gumiho: Tale of the Fox's Child

Gumiho : Tale of the Fox's Child

Gumiho is one of the movie that

i really learn alot of knowledge ,

besides Love ,

This movie is more to ,

Parents Love ,

Anger ,

Revenge ,

and more .

( This movie really got Fox's , and the make up is so cool ~ )

( Super natural , not like those fake make up that looks like Cartoon or wearing a Mask )