New day

New Day for 1st Oct ,2010
I don know whats going to happen ,
so lets just pray ,
hopes something good happen for me ,
hope i won regret ,
and learn something .

Just a sparks of light can bring me to life

Just a sparks of light can bring me to life...
In my whole life ,
i been alone ...
in the dark...
i never thought someone will approach me ...
deep in me ...
i am a demon ...
no one would except me ...
even myself...

But then ...
just one day ,
one moment ,
there is it ,
i saw a beautiful girl ,
right infront of me ,
smiling like an angel .

I fall inlove with her ,
but i not dare to near her ,
because i am a demon ,
but then ,
something is coming toward me ...
a very strong feeling ,
that i cant reject it ,
i hate myself for being like this ,
i am a powerful demon !

I use to fight for my ownself ,
now i'm fighting for her ,
in order to have a future with her ,
i promise i will only love her ,
and protect her .

Finally my life is bright with her ,
i want to make a good future with my family .

What moral i learn from this movie is
Hopes ,
Courage ,
Trust ,
Love.

After watching this movie ,
my feelings is coming back to me ,
it give me courage !

This anime is from

( To be continue still thinking what to write )

Yeah !!!! I got it ~~~

Yeah I got it ~~ !
I think is a good opportunity for me to learn something new ,
even i know that i going to work
overtime ,
but as long as i love it ,
i don mind ~
hehe ~
^_^

Japanese& Jpop VS Korean & Kpop

Japanese & Jpop VS Korean & Kpop

Today i read STAR Newspaper and there
is a topic talking about Jpop VS Kpop ,
basically it says that JPOP is boring ,
and not as up to date like KPOP .

Well i don know what to say about it ,
I am not going to judge who or which team is better ,
or good or bad ,
this is only my interest and opinion ,
So My first interest is JPOP ,
When comes to Anime ,
Manga ,
Cosplay ,
Fashion ,
Beauty ,
is all from JPOP first .

Then Kpop come in ,
now Kpop is everywhere ,
most of it start from ,
their Music ,
then Fashion ,
online selling alot of Korean fashion ,
even myself also bought before ,
^.^
I admit that Korean fashion and music
is more catchy and style ,
but myself cant fit into some of the korean catchy fashion ,
it looks so weird on me ,
maybe because i am short and small size ,
>.<
When come to Music ,
if i wanna feel exciting and more catchy ,
sometimes i will prefer Kpop ,
if i want to feel soft or rock ,
JPop have some of it .
So both also good ,
i cant choose ~

When comes to Anime ,
Art ,
Design ,
Cosplay ,
Japanese is my first ,
is the best to me,
i get to be a designer and artist is because of Japanese influence ,
Anime ,
Art ,
Manga ,
Game ,
and more ,
is the only thing i need to survive for my dull life ~
^_^

So my choice is Japanese ,
from the beginning till now ~~
It change my life ~

What about you guys ?
which country / team ,
is your favor and change your life ?
Share with me ~

Lifeless

Lifeless ...
Why ?
Because i feel my life now is so dull ...
not that colorful ,
quite,
maybe i should change my environment ,
to spice up my life ,
i still young !!!
I want my life to full of colors ,
interesting ~
i don wanna live this kinda life ~~~
I make up my mind already !!

The brightness shine above me ...

Insincere type of person...

Insincere type of person...
I most hate this type of person ,
when i first know him ,
he was not like this ,
i din even think before he will like this ,
the way he treat me , i can tell that he would be a
nice friend ,
but after knowing him not long ..
he started to change ..
At first i thought he was busy ,
so i respect him , i din disturb him ..
but the more time passes ...
i realize that , he is not that busy like he says ,
he chat with everyone ,
but not me ,
i wonder why ...
i feel so disappointed ...
and hurt...
i starting to hate him ...
if he don want to be my friend ,
he shouldn't be my friend from the beginning ...

Nightmare...

I hate nightmare...
Last night i have a nightmare ...

Is about ...
i saw myself walk into a forest ...
and i pluck a piece of leaf ,
to tie my hair ,
so i went back home and go to look at my mirror ,
to tie my hair ,
before i go in my room ,
i saw a guy ,
is unexpected that i saw him in my dream ...
he say wanna hang out with me ,
so he wait for me ,
and i went up to my room ,
when i was tying my hair ,
while looking at the mirror ,
i saw a hand at my back ...
i got shock !! and i tell myself to cool down ,
nothing wrong ,
so i just turn my back facing to the mirror ,
and after awhile i decide to turn back and face the mirror ,
this time it turn out to be 2 hands...
means 1 pair of hand...
i was so scare.......
my heart jumping so fast ..
my heart feel so pain...
and i starting to cry...
while i am crying in my room ...
there is a flash back ...
seeing the guy sitting and waiting for me to hang out ,
but i was crying in the room ...
and there is another flash back..
that is the forest...
i saw a sceen that last time alot people die there before ,
die in a brutal way...
it looks like people from the village ...
from the old era...

After that i woke up...
4:30am in the morning...
i am crying...
my heart feel pain...
i cant close my eyes at all...
once i close my eye ...
i will think more stuff ...
in the end...
i don remember anything
after my alarm clock ring...
that is 7am morning...
i don remember anything during 4:30am ..
i don remember how did i went back to sleep...

When i went to work ...
there is a dead bird beside my car ..
>.<