without words...

Without Words

Should not have done anything
Should have ignored everything
Like something I couldn't see
Like something I shouldn't have seen
Maybe I should have never gazed like this

I should have run away and
Act like I wasn't listening
Like something I couldn't hear
It's something I should never hear
Maybe I should have never heard your voice

Without a word, you taught me how to believe
Without a word, you gave me my everything
But even as the breath you left behind remains
You're always running far away
Without a word, my heart is leaving again
Without a word, my heart has thrown me away
Now how can I reply? This voice of mine alone could never do the same
As you without a word

Why is my heart so hurting
Why won't it stop this hurting
Can't see you here anymore
Just that you're not here anymore
Apart from that it's how it was before

Without a word, you taught me how to believe
Without a word, you gave me my everything
But even as the breath you left behind remains
You're always running far away
Without a word, my heart is leaving again
Without a word, my heart has thrown me away
Now how can I reply? This voice of mine alone could never do the same

Without a word, the tears make trails down my face
Without a word, my heart keeps crumbling away

Without a word, I wait for you to return
Without a word, I take the pain and the hurt
Because I'm lost in time, you're far away so I
Can only cry into the sky
Without a word, that star was searching for me
Without a word, that star drew nearer to me
My heart was unprepared when I sent you away - I wondered how you could just have
Appeared without a word

Without a word it may show
Without a word it may go
Like a disease from before
Maybe that's what this hurt is for
So that there can't be doubts here anymore

Me:
This feeling...
it is the same like before ??

Xmas & New year

Xmas & New Year

I din upload anything ,

coz there is nothing to talk about ,

because i been at home dreaming ,

watching movie ,

gaming ,

and sleep

hehe ~

Anyway welcome to 2011 !!!

Welcome to Vivid Dream world ~!!

Final Fantasy 7 Cirsis Core :The price of Freedom ...

Well , im playing this game now...

haha ~

i know that this game is super long already ,

so far from Final Fantasy 7 till 13 i play before ,

as in i touch before few times only ...

din even play finish the game before ~~

Haha !!

But i still know their story ,

coz i watch all the video ~

Hehe ~~!!

So now i wanna complete what i have stared !!!

Wish me luck !!!!

By the way ,

this song is really nice ,

its just music ,

it makes u feel very calm and peace ~~

Enjoy~

You're Beautiful Korean Drama

You're Beautiful Korean Drama

Still
by Lee Hongki of FT Island [English Translation]

It wasn't supposed to be love
It was never supposed to be
I fooled myself many times before but my heart keeps on calling you
Before I tried to run away
I tried to push a step away
But even then you were growing bigger inside me

I must love you this much
I must wait for you this much
No matter how much it hurts, my heart can't leave you
There must be one love
My heart won't change
The love I protected for you, now I can tell you everything

Your warm eye expression
Your warm love
You are growing bigger inside me

You must have loved me
You must have waited for me
No matter how much it hurts, my heart can't leave me
There must be one love
My heart won't change
The love I protected for you, now I can tell you everything
I love you

Sometimes love, or tears will cause problems for us
I love you, I love you I just need you next to me

I must still love you
I must be waiting for you
I could fool my mind, but not my heart
There must be one love
My heart won't change
The love I protected for you, now I can tell you everything
I love you


Read more: http://abiglee.blogspot.com/2009/10/lyricsenglish-trans-still-by-hongki.html#ixzz18NZkJodp

Cool type of girls?

( Woo ~ i like her looks ~! )

Sometimes i really wanna try be cool type of girl ,

Cool plus Feminine ,

Some girls love to have Short hair ,

abit boyish ,

put some wax ,

and with some cat eye make up ,

Tadaa~~

They look so cool ~

I miss my Red brown hair ,

maybe i should get bak to my old hair color~

I like to have dark eyes , ( clean type , no black eye shadow smudging )

i like dark maroon , brown eye shadow and more

light red lip gloss ,

as for my hair ,

i love to try many style ,

but i cant , because i have chubby face ,

>.<

Question :

How do i lose my fats on my face ??

as for fashion ,

i like Leather jacket ,

Unique jacket ,

Dress ,

Black socks ,

and a pair

of Nice heels ~

Wonderful song that bring me to there...

Wonderful song that bring me to there...

Now im hearing

The chronicles of narnia soundtrack

I love the movie ,
its so epic ,
fantasy ,
and cool ,

how i wish now i could stand at somewhere that is only
the scenery ....
feel the wind that blow to my face...
closing my eyes
and feel the sound of wind ...

Narnia music ...
really bring me to narnia world ...
how i wish i have magic ...

My dream My Goal

My Dream and My Goal for year 2011

Soon its gonna end of 2010 !!
I not sure should i be happy or not
>.<
But i do hope for a better life ,
another full of excitement year ,
gonna try out more new things ,
and im also walking towards to my dream
promise myself i will work hard for my dream .
( My dream is a secret keke ~ )

And about my work ,
i will work hard for it too ,
and i guess nothing in this world is fair and square ,
or perfect ,
if i love my job then i don mind doing it ,
^_^
so lets just see about it .