Don look at the time

Don look at the time

I be right here with you, until the end of day...

I just want to be part of your memory

Im gonna make a miracle

Im gonna make a miracle

My future....

I hope my future is beautiful, meaningful and magical

I have few dream that i wish i could do it,

I know that if i do that, it will change my life.

Its not easy,

but its beautiful

To the world that i wish for...

To the world that i wish for...

The world that i want to be there...

With you i feel fantasy...

you show me things and feelings that i thought i will never feel it that way...

feelings that i cant explain...

I can feel that you bringing to my dream world...

Telling me im not alone,

" Im here for you "

Some how you able to reach into my heart...

knowing what i want...

Thank you for the movie, my dear <3 

I love you

You are mine forever

You are mine forever <3

What should i do?...

To be honest, i don know what to do with my life...

deep in my heart i love drawing, art & craft & design

but what can i do with it?

I want to do something, that is concern with my interest.

Hmmm...

My tears start to flow down....

Whenever I heard Dragon Ball songs, my tears will start to come out....

Awwww you might think im crazy

XD

Soon end of 2011

Soon end of 2011,

Hmm...what did i do this year?

Nothing much, besides meeting with new friends, and love?

and my stupid skin problem going up and down,

i hope i could just reborn with new body and skin.

I feel like changing my job...

The reason?

Because i hate the environment, i think it make my skin go worst,

and i don like smoking smell. Whenever i got to stay back, i got to smell all

those smoking smell, OMG...haiz, i never smoke but i been smoking second hand

smoker for 1 year plus, T_T

I cant believe my lady boss can take it when she is pregnant.

@.@

i wonder she why she wanna risk like this, maybe she is boring at home,

or she is use to it being around all those cigaret smell. Well no comment.

I always say i won find a bf that smoke,

and my dad say " In my dream "

and i told him i did found a guy, my Latino bf don smoke and drink,

and my dad say is " Bullshit, and in their country smoking and drinking is like a cultural to them,

don just believe what people told you, and you din even know him in real life "

T_T

Well i cant really blame my dad, even myself don really believe XD

he knew that too, that is hard for me to believe.

Hehe, well i think the only way to know all the truth is to get to know him more in

person.

Ok back to my job part, and 1 more reason is i got to stay back for most of

the holiday season, =( whats more i don even get pay for it.

Usually i stay till 9pm something i also don get pay.

My pay is low... and im doing multitask...

Im planning to leave end of this year, and i hope to change different working

environment.

Hmmm

I want to do something new, something special,

i want to feel happiness.

I hope next year is a good year, a lucky year for me.

I hope my wishes will come true.

I really hope that i won let my parents down,

and hurt myself...

I hope my instinct is correct about this....