Love me? Then show me what is really call Love

Few years ago,

I thought i knew what is Love,

But i was wrong...

Teach me what is Love,

make me feel what is true love...

make me believe it again...

im afraid to feel the feelings of love again...

But...

Is because of you...

I willing to try again..

Tennyo...( Angels)

Tennyo...Means Angels or Celestial maiden  in Japanese

I really miss the angels anime that i watch 5 or 6 years ago....

Ayashi no ceres 

Tennyo...

This story is about an angel that come to earth and bath by the river side, at that time there was

a fisherman walk pass by the river and saw this beautiful angel bathing. He cant take his eyes off her beauty,

and at that time he saw her celestial robe hung on the tree. He took it and walk to her, and say
 " I found this " and she smile and tell him that is her celestial robe and the guy ask her
to married to him. They are happily married with their children, but things did not well turn in the end...

Im not gonna say out everything, just watch it.
This is not just about love story, is more than that, something much more deep,
about life, fate, friendship, love.
How a 16 year old girl handle this fate that she have...

I just love this anime. <3

Im proud of my interest

Im proud of my interest!!!

I love the fact that i love fantasy and magical stuff~~

I glad that i love to draw,

and cant study, LOL!!

( Even my parents admit that too )

I glad i have a nice dream,

and the best thing is i able to share it with my bf <3~~

Being with someone who understand you, and don think you are weird and annoying is the best.

I want to share this song and video with everyone and boyfriend~

Enjoy

Don look at the time

Don look at the time

I be right here with you, until the end of day...

I just want to be part of your memory

Im gonna make a miracle

Im gonna make a miracle

My future....

I hope my future is beautiful, meaningful and magical

I have few dream that i wish i could do it,

I know that if i do that, it will change my life.

Its not easy,

but its beautiful

To the world that i wish for...

To the world that i wish for...

The world that i want to be there...

With you i feel fantasy...

you show me things and feelings that i thought i will never feel it that way...

feelings that i cant explain...

I can feel that you bringing to my dream world...

Telling me im not alone,

" Im here for you "

Some how you able to reach into my heart...

knowing what i want...

Thank you for the movie, my dear <3 

I love you

You are mine forever

You are mine forever <3

What should i do?...

To be honest, i don know what to do with my life...

deep in my heart i love drawing, art & craft & design

but what can i do with it?

I want to do something, that is concern with my interest.

Hmmm...

My tears start to flow down....

Whenever I heard Dragon Ball songs, my tears will start to come out....

Awwww you might think im crazy

XD

Soon end of 2011

Soon end of 2011,

Hmm...what did i do this year?

Nothing much, besides meeting with new friends, and love?

and my stupid skin problem going up and down,

i hope i could just reborn with new body and skin.

I feel like changing my job...

The reason?

Because i hate the environment, i think it make my skin go worst,

and i don like smoking smell. Whenever i got to stay back, i got to smell all

those smoking smell, OMG...haiz, i never smoke but i been smoking second hand

smoker for 1 year plus, T_T

I cant believe my lady boss can take it when she is pregnant.

@.@

i wonder she why she wanna risk like this, maybe she is boring at home,

or she is use to it being around all those cigaret smell. Well no comment.

I always say i won find a bf that smoke,

and my dad say " In my dream "

and i told him i did found a guy, my Latino bf don smoke and drink,

and my dad say is " Bullshit, and in their country smoking and drinking is like a cultural to them,

don just believe what people told you, and you din even know him in real life "

T_T

Well i cant really blame my dad, even myself don really believe XD

he knew that too, that is hard for me to believe.

Hehe, well i think the only way to know all the truth is to get to know him more in

person.

Ok back to my job part, and 1 more reason is i got to stay back for most of

the holiday season, =( whats more i don even get pay for it.

Usually i stay till 9pm something i also don get pay.

My pay is low... and im doing multitask...

Im planning to leave end of this year, and i hope to change different working

environment.

Hmmm

I want to do something new, something special,

i want to feel happiness.

I hope next year is a good year, a lucky year for me.

I hope my wishes will come true.

I really hope that i won let my parents down,

and hurt myself...

I hope my instinct is correct about this....

Backstreet Boys - Drowning

I hope this is real...

I hope all this is real....and wont get hurt...

Frustrated!!!

Frustrated!!! Frustrated!!! Frustrated!!!

Haizzzz.....

I need to let it out...or else i gonna explode...

I got to be strong...

I got to be strong...

I hope i don fail...

You are the best~

Knowing you is the best thing ever happen to me

When you enter my life, is just like a bright light coming into my empty, and dark heart.

You try your best to show me the light,

that i no longer believe in it.

Now my heart is open to you,

i really hope we can live happy together.

Back to all old anime...The best of the best!

Back to all old anime...The best of the best!!!!!

DIGIMON!!!!!!

XD

Before that is Dragon ball, now is Digimon~~~

hehehehe~~

Looks like i still cant grow up =D

Well i not sure what just happen,

insudden yesterday i think of Digimon...

Oh ya i think i recall it now, i look for Digimon Movie 2 is because of

the California Boy.... actually i was thinking about my BF who stays in California.

Hehe

I remember when i was young, i was so into Digimon,

i always wait for the latest episode, and when its out, i will went to

the night market to get the VCD.

My favor season of Digimon is Digimon Season 1 and Season 2 .

Me and my little brother will buy all those Tamagotchi device,

to play together, and i think my little brother have most of the Digimon video game.

Found you by surprise...

Found you by surprise...

and...

I don know what to do anymore...

I don even know its this even real...

At first i tell myself not to fall for it,

never ever when you know its impossible...

I cant help myself that now...

i will feel heart pain, sad, emotional because of him....

Oh god...sometimes i even can cry...

when i saw him sad or upset because of me...

Sometimes i wish i never meet you...

you making me crazy...

im afraid to have this feelings again...

now look what had you done to me...

The End...Finally i decide to end it...

The End...

I finally decide to end it...

Ofcoz is my Dragon ball GT, i actually can finish this GT in less then 2 weeks...

but i just been dragging it for months...finally today i watch finish it...

my heart is so freaking pain...its even more pain then Dragon ball Z...

Haiz...im crying again...

Seeing goku say goodbye to everyone is really hurt...

when it show the flashback when he was young till now,

all the hardship that he encounter...

Im glad that im able to knew about Dragon ball, the world famous manga/anime story.

=)

Seriously how am i suppose to let go of DB?? There is no way i can let go!!!

Each time i heard ur voice

Each time i saw you

My tears will start falling down

and i will scream out your name...

I promise i will pass down to my descendant

My precious memory

Unmei No Hi - Tamashii VS Tamashii

Unmei no hi - Tamashii VS Tamashii

By Kagayama Hironobu

I love Kagayama san voice, very manly and his voice pierce through my heart!!

Powerful yet gentle!!

Shit man!!!!

I been crying so hard!!!!

Ahhhhhhhhhh

i cant stop reading this Fanfic of Bulma & Vegeta

but trust me i don read those normal love story,

like high school love,

or night lover or anything that happen to u in very common way.

Well this Fanfic i found it at Deviantart when someone post it at

some Vegeta drawing, so it caught my attention about it,

she/he say this is a very good fanfic about Vegeta & bulma that took place

after Buu saga the part that vegeta die.

So i was like hmm it must be something normal, nothing special.

But when i start reading it, and i realize is not a good opening about both of them,

its about bulma cant forgive vegeta about being evil and kill

innocent people at the tournament inorder to force Son Goku to fight with him.

She could not forgive him, and she been sad and hunt by his cool eye,

that she witness it by her own eyes.

Ofcoz in the actual story manga and anime, bulma forgive him after he was revive.

when she found out that vegeta sacrifices himself for her and their love and

the earth.

Same as this fanfic just that there is slightly different from the beginning,

and this is much much more details about how bulma felt, and what will vegeta do

to let his mate to understand how he felt too, and it din really took place at their house,

or anyway. The best part that i love about this author is she/he is damn creative,

and i not sure did this kinda of ritual actually exist.

Well u know after u read about it XD

ritual that take u to different world and there got alot of interesting story,

that i never though about it, what ever she/he wrote is base on facts ( the real DBZ warriors personality or others ) , and i don think

any of it is made out, the way she/he think is very true...

what make me cry so hard is the story...maybe becoz its novel so it actually describe it in very details, those action... it make ur mind to imagine the story...

and Bulma & Vegeta is the most respected character that i love and admired,

i love vegeta personality, his character design and everything,

it make him stands out, even i will choose him over goku, the born to be happy go lucky hero.

Read it here :

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/1206108/1/Reconcile

Hikari No Tabi!!!!!

Hikari No Tabi- Journey of light

Dragon Ball Z TV special movie - Bardock the father of goku

I really love this movie...i really did cry...

and this song is so sad...

you should read the lyrics too...its very good...

=(

Finally i can play this game

Im standing with my love one~ TRUNKS~~XD

After been trying to find out whats the problem that i cant START the game,

and finally i done it, and thank god i still can read CHINESE!

But no worries even its Taiwan version, there is alot of

english speaker there, coz alot of westerner playing too,

because Taiwan version Registration no need any ID,

just a simple registration unlike Korean Version it need ID.

I want to get this!!!

I want to get this!!!

I think i got alot of stuff to get~

HAHAHAHAH

I might get the NO1 first since Malaysia Kinokuniya have it,

plus its the Eng version too

RM80++

And i want the NO7 too,

too bad i try to preoder it from kunokuniya and its say,

this book is out of print in japan,

so u cant really get it anymore...

But Ebay got alot, most of them is USED Book,

but still looks pretty good, from japan.

But ship back to here nearly RM200++ 1 book

>.<

Back to Japanese

Now watching back Dragon Ball Z in Japanese...

actually i been looking for it for quite some time already,

and finally i found it...

and im kinda surprise about my feelings...

even i knew how the stories goes...

but hearing in japanese is deffinely different...

and now im watching this is Unedited japanese version of DBZ,

some part i don remember watching it at all...

and the English Dub and japanese dub is different...

is like watching 2 different anime,

"Almost" not really totally different, the story still the same,

maybe just the way they explain the story is different.

And guess what hearing to japanese version,

the soundtrack bring me back to my childhood memories...

it make me remember "Oh this is Dragon ball, Son Goku the boy that i know."

I totally love it, so it looks like im gonna watch it again,

coz is abit different, so i wanna know the difference.

Im emotional again...

Haiz....

Thats why i don wanna read too much love story...

Comic Comic...

i always end up sad...

You know what...

i actually hope that i never date before,

never inlove before...

I been single since long time ago...

My Appearance shows that i still dating for quite long...

until one year ago.

But deep in my heart,

i assume that im single...

I really wish that my date didnt last till almost 5 years...

It hurt me so much, for spending my time at it...

i never get the things i want from it...

If i never date before, i think i will be happier then now.

Soon gonna finish another good story...

Hiaz....

Dragon Ball GT...

At the beginning is abit boring....

when it reach Babi~ it starting to get nice~

and i realize soon its gonna finish again....

wuwuwuwuuwuwuwuwuw~~~

I DON WANT!!!!

Inlove for another new manga~

Inlove for another new manga~

Ubel Blatt

Looking at cover of manga,

at first i though this gonna be some childish story,

base on the elf boy swordman.

When i read the first chapter,

im already excited...

why excited??

This manga have a very interesting story line,

that make me so tense to know what happen.

To be honest guys and girls,

don judge by the looks of this elf boy...

u gonna regret after reading it...

first u will get hot...

second u will sad...

third u will be totally love in with him...

Well im not going to say about the story, so just read it by urself,

u not gonna regret it!!

Ps: This comic is not suitable for people who is under 18++~

Thank you~

Im boring...

Im boring...

what can i do huh?

Well lets find new comic to read,

or games,

or anything...

Any suggestion??

Im not done with it yet~!

Im not done with it yet~!

Im not enough!!!

Still going!!!

Now i been watching Dragon Ball GT...

seriously im starting to feel that is kinda boring...

not as excited as the other series...

plus it really make some character looks real lame...

u know many people love Kid trunks & Goten,

i cant believe in GT Goten is like a boy who just crazy about girls,

nothing much about fighting, is like " Hey, thats not the goten i knew!! "

Well as for Trunks, at least he is the main star too for GT, going on

journey with Goku.

I havents watch finish GT, just until ep10 but i already feel bored,

i keep thinking when will the fun part start huh.

>.<

I need love...

I need love...

i really miss it...

=(

The only jap anime that i watch in english, and i love it!

The only jap anime that i watch in english, and i love it!

Dragon Ball Z

Digimon

Pokemon

and what else huh...let me think and i will tell u =)

It ends...I finally finish it...

It ends...I finally finish it...

But when it starting to near the end...

im afraid ...now i don want it to end...

But in the end, i really finish it...

Dragon Ball u really are the champion of the world,

no one don know about you...

and everyone misses you.

Oh god, now im so emotional...

i just cant accept it, and im glad that Dragon Ball still is still exist till now,

even its already been decades but it still rising.

I hope that it never ends,

i promise i will pass it on to my generation !

Akira Toriyama hontoni aligato !!!

Akira san i hope u did read my message !!

I really thank you for being in my life !!!

without ur hardwork !!

there is no Dragon Ball !!!

Without Dragon Ball there is no me today !!!

Because of Dragon Ball i found my talent !! my interest !!!

I love to draw !!!!

So now im a Graphic Designer and an artist,

i always dream to talent like you,

but i know i cant,

but no matter what, thanks to you i have a dream and goal.

ALIGATO AKIRA SAN!!!

Jeezzzz ~~

Jeezzzzz ~~!! now all the anime movie im downloading i actually

watch it when i was young ?????

Great~! looks like i lost kinda alot of my memory

=.=

Now im downloading Dragon Ball Movies , and i assume that

i never watch before , but when i watch back some short clip ,

my jaw drop...

there is some flash back !!! i actually remember !!!

that i watch before !!!!

lol !!!!

is my brain that rusty....

=(

Planning to do what i plan before

Planning to do what i plan before

Well that is collecting Action Figure ,

i always love those action figure ,

when i was young i always want Dragon Ball to be my first

action figure , but i din get after all ,

because i always think is expansive ,

and last time my ex bf collect few Gundam figure too ,

that cost RM100++ , so i it was expensive .

After that i learn that the more bigger the size it goes ,

and the more details it have , so there goes the higher price .

=)

(All Video & pictures all get from online , credit back all the owner )

My childhood memories

My childhood memories

Recently i been watching back Dragon Ball Z ,

and yes is Dragon Ball Z , Son Goku !!!

I remember i was so amazed with their storyline , character , and drawings .

At that time the television also playing Sailor Moon ,

but i seem like im more into fighting anime then girls anime ,

i remember my favor character in Dragon Ball Z is Vegeta & Trunks .

Hmm think about Trunks ,

i think he is the first purple hair guy that i like ,

then i slowly like purple color as my main favor color ,

example : Trunks , Genjo Sanzo - his eyes( Gensomaden Saiyuki ) , Yu-Gi-Oh,

and more character )

Dragon Ball Z bring me so much memories ...

now when im watching and reading the anime & manga ,

i feel so happy , i don know why ,

i feel so relax , like i have nothing my mind , just them ,

my love one Trunks and Vegeta ,

i know this sound crazy ,

but since im starting to watch anime , i have this habit ,

to fall in love with a imagination character ,

and day and night i dream about it ,

but thanks to anime and manga ,

i learn that my interest is drawing & design ,

if without them then is no me today ,

i found my goal , my destiny =)

Recently i been reading alot of Vegeta & Bulma fanfiction ,

when i was young i always wonder how this 2 end up ,

but i never watch finish the whole Dragon Ball Z until now ,

so now im gonna finish it no matter what ~

Guys come join me ~ in TalonRO Game

http://www.talonro.com/

This is the Ragnarok Online private server im playing now ,

Ragnarok online is an old and famous RPG game that love by millions ,

where u meet friends and love and this

it a low rate server , and guess what this is the most friendly server i ever play ,

i play many private server before ,

but non of them its that friendly .

it finally bring me back to the Original Ragnarok Online that i play 4 years ago .

this is my first ,

i love it there ,

each time i meet new friends from different country ,

some even from own country .

helping each other to lv up and do quest ~

pretty cool , so come join me if u want too ~

i will help u out ~

Admire !!!

Admire !!!
Admire who ?? I so admire at those Artist , and Movie director !!!
Why ???
Coz i wonder what is their brain keep ...
How could someone think such a good story line , character and background design ??
I always have been so admire of them...
My only dream when i was young , or should i say when i was born with ?
Is being an artist ,that who draw and create good story line that will move people's heart !!
I realize that is just my dream...that keep in my heart only...
Sometimes i feel so sad that i cant do it...
I though of taking the step to do it ...
but im scare !!!
im scare of the reality work load that i gonna have !!!
im those girl who just wanna stay home !!
Sleep like normal people and wake up like normal people ,
looking fresh and not like ZOMBIE !!!

Argggggggggggggggggg

Defense Devil ...

I have been reading this manga for some time,
" Defense Devil "

http://www.mangareader.net/301/defense-devil.html



This manga kill me ...
i totally love the storyline ,
and all the characters !!

Story between Demons and Angels ?
Whats the truth behind all the Light and Darkness ??
Is it really truth that Demons are bad ??
is it really truth that Angels is as pure as we think ??

Serious this manga make my heart race !!!
i cant stop chasing the story and the meaning of it ,
i wonder how did someone think this kinda story ,
how long did it take for him/her to come out this story?
what inspire him/her ??
is this really all just fantasy ?
or does it really relate to reality itself ?

I begin to think, are we really alone in this world ?
To me i believe in myth ...
i believe we are not alone in this world ,
there is alot of things that is still remain silents ...
and undiscovered ...