Admire !!!

Admire !!!
Admire who ?? I so admire at those Artist , and Movie director !!!
Why ???
Coz i wonder what is their brain keep ...
How could someone think such a good story line , character and background design ??
I always have been so admire of them...
My only dream when i was young , or should i say when i was born with ?
Is being an artist ,that who draw and create good story line that will move people's heart !!
I realize that is just my dream...that keep in my heart only...
Sometimes i feel so sad that i cant do it...
I though of taking the step to do it ...
but im scare !!!
im scare of the reality work load that i gonna have !!!
im those girl who just wanna stay home !!
Sleep like normal people and wake up like normal people ,
looking fresh and not like ZOMBIE !!!

Argggggggggggggggggg